Saddness...
Okay so this is a special livejournal only post...
Stephan and I have always had a lot of problems and now that we're apart again my old non-trusting feelings are coming back.
I really do care about him but I don't know if we are going to last... I don't know if I even believe in relationships anymore. I suppose I need someone to talk to who's less pessimistic than I am.
-sighs-
I wonder now why I ever thought getting engaged would be a good idea? (Not that I am yet but... if things work as planned soon.)
Stephan and I have always had a lot of problems and now that we're apart again my old non-trusting feelings are coming back.
I really do care about him but I don't know if we are going to last... I don't know if I even believe in relationships anymore. I suppose I need someone to talk to who's less pessimistic than I am.
-sighs-
I wonder now why I ever thought getting engaged would be a good idea? (Not that I am yet but... if things work as planned soon.)