Is sort of just sick and tierd of everything right now...
Why does everything have to be so much work these days...it's not like I have motivation or anything...even school work is done just so I don't suffer the horrible consequences....
It seems like most people go hang out with people, have fun, do cool things a lot..and I just sit here and do squat....school don't count... I talk more to my boss than I do most people...and I only work 6 hrs a week with him...and ...well that's just pathetic...I know I need to open up more and reach out to people...but when it seems that I'm the only one who's doing that...it's really hard to see the reason for it. Maybe when I try I try too hard and push people away, or I'm so infinitely boring that people just drift away from me...
Anyways, just for now, I'm just going to go back to my oblivious state on the web and try not to think too hard about things....I think there's a new episode of Destination Truth to watch...or something...
It seems like most people go hang out with people, have fun, do cool things a lot..and I just sit here and do squat....school don't count... I talk more to my boss than I do most people...and I only work 6 hrs a week with him...and ...well that's just pathetic...I know I need to open up more and reach out to people...but when it seems that I'm the only one who's doing that...it's really hard to see the reason for it. Maybe when I try I try too hard and push people away, or I'm so infinitely boring that people just drift away from me...
Anyways, just for now, I'm just going to go back to my oblivious state on the web and try not to think too hard about things....I think there's a new episode of Destination Truth to watch...or something...