Being introvert isn't my choice
I can't understand with some people say that they are introvert person. In what situation people can be judged that he/she is an introvert? I can't find he/she is an introvert type while I saw all her/his photos with a lot of friends. Are he/she really an introvert?
And if you asked me which one I am. I'd say that I'm totally an introvert. I'm not easy making friends, meeting new people makes me nervous, I feel so insecure when I meet a lot of people that I don't know. But please, it is not meant that I hate making new friends. I want to have lot of friends, but with this kind of type (introvert), I can't do much. My palm sweats a lot when I talk to people. My mind full of unspeakable random conversations that I want to talk about to my new acquaintances. Sometimes I feel frustrated with myself. I can have a peace with myself. I can't love myself as I should be.
and I feel so alone now....
And if you asked me which one I am. I'd say that I'm totally an introvert. I'm not easy making friends, meeting new people makes me nervous, I feel so insecure when I meet a lot of people that I don't know. But please, it is not meant that I hate making new friends. I want to have lot of friends, but with this kind of type (introvert), I can't do much. My palm sweats a lot when I talk to people. My mind full of unspeakable random conversations that I want to talk about to my new acquaintances. Sometimes I feel frustrated with myself. I can have a peace with myself. I can't love myself as I should be.
and I feel so alone now....