Well I need somewhere to vent....
Well yeah, Whitney and I broke up again..this time it lasted 1 year 9 months, on the dot..Broke up on the 21st month aniversary wow...I just realized that. It's not like we were lovey dovey or anything...we could rarely find the other when we had spare time, and our spare time never seemed to overlap...Between the distance and other stuff it seemed like a normal drifting apart relationship.
But I have this feeling/know I wasn't told something, I just dont have the backbone or force of personality to stand up enough to get the truth. Maybe we will get back together maybe not....After talking to a few people, mainly friends i met through Whitney, oddly enough, I think i understand myself, her and what our relationship was much better and I feel asif i'm coming to terms with the split...and the fact that we most likely won't get back together.Time heals all, supposedly
Anyways....I'm Auburn where it was accurately guessed I wouldn't like it here. I was too proud to admit it when i first found out but I've been thinking alot lately in between studying. I'm prolly gonna transfer at the end of the year..if possible the sememster to a smaller school, UWA or USA seem the likely ones right now...Troy too but that was my G-ma's choice for me back when i was looking for a school adn well having her think she was right is never a good thing...she gets snooty and condescending. I've also learned I dont like my major! Chem Engr just isn't for me....From what i've learned in my Intro to Engr courses I'm to much like a scientist than an engineer...I ask "Why?", not "Why Not?" According to the lecture the first, the one i relate to more, is more like a Scientist and the 2nd is more like an engineer.
I have more to say but the internet here is unreliable and I'm going to go ahead and update while this is here :-)
But I have this feeling/know I wasn't told something, I just dont have the backbone or force of personality to stand up enough to get the truth. Maybe we will get back together maybe not....After talking to a few people, mainly friends i met through Whitney, oddly enough, I think i understand myself, her and what our relationship was much better and I feel asif i'm coming to terms with the split...and the fact that we most likely won't get back together.Time heals all, supposedly
Anyways....I'm Auburn where it was accurately guessed I wouldn't like it here. I was too proud to admit it when i first found out but I've been thinking alot lately in between studying. I'm prolly gonna transfer at the end of the year..if possible the sememster to a smaller school, UWA or USA seem the likely ones right now...Troy too but that was my G-ma's choice for me back when i was looking for a school adn well having her think she was right is never a good thing...she gets snooty and condescending. I've also learned I dont like my major! Chem Engr just isn't for me....From what i've learned in my Intro to Engr courses I'm to much like a scientist than an engineer...I ask "Why?", not "Why Not?" According to the lecture the first, the one i relate to more, is more like a Scientist and the 2nd is more like an engineer.
I have more to say but the internet here is unreliable and I'm going to go ahead and update while this is here :-)