time snails
i think time has been moving very very very slooowwwlyyyy. i'm not impatient about it. i'm fine with it. though all the difficulties and painful moments and endless papers have taken entire lifetimes to finish, the really wonderful things have last forever, too. a few hours sometimes seem like a few days. every nap is a coma. i feel like i have eternal time to finish everything. i have years to fix my grades. i have an entire languid summer to work and to play. i've known everyone for my whole life, i've known everyone since i was born, maybe.
it isn't true, i know. maybe i'm in some kind of time warp right now. it isn't always like this. sometimes, i agree with everyone's (evan's) sentiments that time is moving way way way too fast. but may was a life time, and june stretches out before us, and july will take a decade to end, and august and september probably won't ever happen, so why think about them?
i'm just fine. it's only 2:50am. i have about a month and a half before morning comes.