thanksgiving.
my list of things that i'm thankful for:
my family which includes every single person in it.
my mother, my father, my sisters, my stepdad, my dad's girlfriend, her children and then my extended family.
my friends, basically all of them.
despite the times many of them have hurt me, i have learned to forgive but trust me.. i'll never forget.
brian.
although things with him are quite complicated, i really do care about him.. a lot. sometimes i do want to give up and just find someone different but when it all comes down to it, i can never find anyone quite like him. i know i should probably explain all of this to him even though he probably knows some of the feelings i have for him, but sometimes fear just rushes over me and i become too terrified and overwelmed to say anything at all. even if nothing comes out of our relationship in the end i know that i will always have friendship which i am very thankful for.
the freedom i have been given.
not only have i been given freedom by the country of America, i also have been given a great amount of freedom from my parents and for that, i am thankful.
all the "things" i have.
including the things i have been given by my parents and the things that have been supplied by others, i also am thankful for the things that i have earned on my own.
my job.
working for the rapisardas does a lot more than supply me with money. it also gives me a great deal of responsibility for more than just myself. this job prepares me with a lot of things i may need to know when i am older. the children are wonderful and really do give me a great deal of joy.
my life and health.
i have been given more than my great deal of happiness and for that i am thankful. not only is everyone around me healthy, i am for the most part too. i am thankful to be living and for all those around me to be living with me.
overall, i would not change my life for the world. things come and things go. i will take life day by day and the good things that come will help me and so will the not so good things. my life as i know is what it is meant to be and for that, i am thankful.