Lonely Yet Happy Times
I'm at a stage at the moments where I miss all my friends. Well by all I mean ones that aren't the 2 I see everyday. I do see Esme quite ofte also but it would be nice to spend a little more time with her than once a month.
It is therefore the ones I don't see that I miss. There has been a sudden drop of contact, even online with most people. People I ued to talk to regularly just aren't there anymore. Some of it I will admit is probably partially my fault, I'm not well known for keeping up all forms of contact, but I still miss them.
There are certain people I miss more than others, but on the whole I miss em all. It partially feels like I have a hole slowly growing in my heart and there is little I can do to stop it.
On the other hand it does feel like I have gotten some of my life back on track. I'm happy here I'm living now, and work hasn't been too terrible recently. So some things are on the up :D
It is therefore the ones I don't see that I miss. There has been a sudden drop of contact, even online with most people. People I ued to talk to regularly just aren't there anymore. Some of it I will admit is probably partially my fault, I'm not well known for keeping up all forms of contact, but I still miss them.
There are certain people I miss more than others, but on the whole I miss em all. It partially feels like I have a hole slowly growing in my heart and there is little I can do to stop it.
On the other hand it does feel like I have gotten some of my life back on track. I'm happy here I'm living now, and work hasn't been too terrible recently. So some things are on the up :D