Dec 19, 2008 22:26
So I got my grades back. I passed with all B's. Which is good. I'm really happy I at least passed.
Me & Dawn are into it again. My fault. But that's me I guess. It happens once a month-I fight with my mom, Dawn, or Anthony.
Next time I go to the doctors which will be soon because I think I'm getting sick-I'm going to try and get on something to counter the mood swing affects of my birth control. Because I can't take this anymore. It's losing me my best friend/roomate although I don't know how much longer I'll be able to say that because if she leaves she'll be neither to me anymore.
I'm going to try and get better-we'll see how it goes. Because i can't afford to lose Dawn-she means the world to me. I don't want her to move out I can't live here without her it wouldn't feel right seeing as how she's lived here for over 3 years now. She is my best friend--eventhough we haven't really been seeing each other lately--she's still my best friend who I can talk to when she is around. And I know I've been shuttin her out alot lately I'm going to try and fix that too. But it's kinda hard when I only see her 5 mins sometimes. But I just gotta deal.
Like I said I just need to make some new friends or hang out more with the friends I have now depending on everyones schedule. I think I'm going to start hanging out with my neighbors again. They are so fun. Lol. And I was hoping to maybe hang out with my friends from school sometime during the break like once or twice depending on everyones schedule.
Last night afterwork hung out nextdoor till 2am. I couldve stayed later but I was sleepy. Lol. Maybe next time. It was nice hanging out with them it's been a while. We're going to find a day where we can bake again too.
I work today-which is going to be fun getting to ><
I had to shovel out my car-that wasn't fun.
I'm going to get better I promise-and I'm sorry for everything.