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~~~~~Well my Spring Break was somewhat eventful. I got my room cleaned up *gasp*, AND I got a new bed! *gasp again*
Yep, it was good. Until my dad came by yesterday and seemed to ruin my first day back at school. (he didn't come to school he came to the house) I had just left to get dinner with Jimbob and apparently he came to the house and waited for me to get back so he could talk to me. He said he apreciated me asking grandma to tell him I said Happy Easter, but he wondered why I didn't ask him to take me to the Prom on this coming Saturday. I told him flat out that I don't feel comfortable around him yet. Then he goes on to say (in that threatening tone he gets) that I'm off his insurance, he's taking my television out of my room since it used to be in the garage, and that he wouldn't come around anymore.
The whole thing just pissed me off. He wasn't being fair! He honestly expects me to be okay with him and mom seperating after six months?! I know I'm not the one going through with the divorce, but dammit! They're my parents! I know I shouldn't complain because things aren't that bad, but isn't it okay for me to feel uncomfortable around him now that he's not around? Why can't he understand that? Is it really that hard?
I guess I'm just sick of understanding where he's coming from but he doesn't even seem to be trying to understand where I'm coming from. When he left yesterday I told mom it wasn't fair that he did that. She asked if she should go outside and get him so I could tell him. I told her no. Let him think what he wants, but even if he doesn't it still wouldn't be fair. I hate the fact that he plays favorites when parents shouldn't do that. In his eyes Jimbob's the demon child and I'm the angel child. It's fucking retarded. *sigh* I'm done.
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Yep, it was good. Until my dad came by yesterday and seemed to ruin my first day back at school. (he didn't come to school he came to the house) I had just left to get dinner with Jimbob and apparently he came to the house and waited for me to get back so he could talk to me. He said he apreciated me asking grandma to tell him I said Happy Easter, but he wondered why I didn't ask him to take me to the Prom on this coming Saturday. I told him flat out that I don't feel comfortable around him yet. Then he goes on to say (in that threatening tone he gets) that I'm off his insurance, he's taking my television out of my room since it used to be in the garage, and that he wouldn't come around anymore.
The whole thing just pissed me off. He wasn't being fair! He honestly expects me to be okay with him and mom seperating after six months?! I know I'm not the one going through with the divorce, but dammit! They're my parents! I know I shouldn't complain because things aren't that bad, but isn't it okay for me to feel uncomfortable around him now that he's not around? Why can't he understand that? Is it really that hard?
I guess I'm just sick of understanding where he's coming from but he doesn't even seem to be trying to understand where I'm coming from. When he left yesterday I told mom it wasn't fair that he did that. She asked if she should go outside and get him so I could tell him. I told her no. Let him think what he wants, but even if he doesn't it still wouldn't be fair. I hate the fact that he plays favorites when parents shouldn't do that. In his eyes Jimbob's the demon child and I'm the angel child. It's fucking retarded. *sigh* I'm done.
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