Jan 11, 2009 19:59
I keep passing by my common room and catching a glimpse of the promo for One to Go.
And of course, I keep running away and drawing strange looks from my dormmates. I tell them that it's personal, something I just can't bear to watch. Something I just can't bring myself to imagine.
The case doesn't seem that epic. Maybe a little dramatic but doesn't seem all that...huge. But I guess those are reserved for season finales. He should come back in the Season Finale. He should come back as soon as possible.
Recently, I've been wondering whether it would be better if the show simply came to an end. Although I'm sure that this would be far more dramatic, I can't seem to imagine a CSI without Gil Grissom. The reason I got hooked on CSI in the first place was because of the lure of the strange intellectual in the gray beard. The man who said so much with his eyes, yet so little with his words. The man who seemed to know everything yet nothing when it came to him and himself only. The man with whom I could draw strange parallels. The supervisor who knew that the best way to lead any team was not to walk in front of them but to support them from behind.
I've been disappointed in him, as of late. With his unusual behavior that seems to deviate from everything he's ever done and said in the past seasons, he has become someone else. Someone that I couldn't recognize. But now, I'd rather have that man stay than not have him at all. Shit.
Life as I knew it will end this Thursday. Something else, something new will begin, I suppose. I can't say I'm going to like it but I really hope I do.
After all, it is our duty to be optimist, although the pessimist clearly has more information and is more intelligent.