Future please...
So in 16 days I'm no longer a teenager... yeah. I don't know, I guess I always pictured myself having at least some sort of gameplan by now. I need to go back to school and get some education before I have to give in and get a good job. I work two shit jobs knowing that I wont be happy and hoping that it will make me push myself to do more. The logic was always that if I was making good money I'd never want to leave that to go back to school. I still believe that. I'm worried that if I go to school somewhere like North Shore to boost my GPA I'll be around too many distractions. I need to get away from both jobs and home and everyone I think to get my work done. I have a hard time with alowing things to go on without me. I've decided when I do go back to school I will no longer be trying to enter as a film major. I just think that a lot of people will find it hard to get the job they had in mind when they leave school with that degree in hand. I figure getting into business, maybe marketing is my best option. Its a field I'm interested in and can really see myself doing good and really creating a life for myself with it. We'll see how it all unfolds.