fyi
sooooooo buck is amazing, im still falling, and im still blown away by him being him. one in a million man, one in a miiiiiillion! and he loves me and cuddles and looks real good naked! aaaaahhhhhhhh =p
cora came into the pub today, asked me for a plastic spoon so she could eat her soup NOT in the pub. i told her that we actually dont have plastic spoons (it kinda is wierd) so she left. she came back later, with someone else, cussed at my waitress and called me a bitch.......well she may not have a right to call me a bitch now, but she will if she ever tries coming back in, its funny that we really do have the right to refuse service to anyone. i just find it amazing that the kid has the nerve to come in and talk to me as if i care, as if i liked her at all. shes so young, and puts on such a tremendous front of happiness. i feel ive grown up about the whole thing......i just simply dont talk to her, no skin off my back, hopefully no skin off hers. i just hope she realizes that i would like to go the rest of my life without ever having to see her again.
im moving out this weekend, i feel like such a horrible daughter for leaving during the holidays, but if its not now, then its in a month. i do know that its going to be strange not coming home to....well, home. but im 21, time to leave the nest. even if it is just across town right?!
hopefully joshua tree on saturday
there is something missing in the picture im seeing right now.......i hate that feeling of "i know im forgetting something"
its hard, to want to keep in touch with someone, and they dont seem to care at all. i have thought about steven, how hes doing, how his dad is, his job, the friends we used to have blah blah blah. but he just wont respond, i supose its for the best right now. buck said that he didnt talk to any of his ex girlfriends for almost a year after the fact......thats how it was with cassidy. im just ready to move on and be friends. but if thats not going to happen then its not going to happen. i do miss him though. the hardest thing after we broke up was looking through pictures and letters. 3 years is a long time man.......i just want my friend back.......
cora came into the pub today, asked me for a plastic spoon so she could eat her soup NOT in the pub. i told her that we actually dont have plastic spoons (it kinda is wierd) so she left. she came back later, with someone else, cussed at my waitress and called me a bitch.......well she may not have a right to call me a bitch now, but she will if she ever tries coming back in, its funny that we really do have the right to refuse service to anyone. i just find it amazing that the kid has the nerve to come in and talk to me as if i care, as if i liked her at all. shes so young, and puts on such a tremendous front of happiness. i feel ive grown up about the whole thing......i just simply dont talk to her, no skin off my back, hopefully no skin off hers. i just hope she realizes that i would like to go the rest of my life without ever having to see her again.
im moving out this weekend, i feel like such a horrible daughter for leaving during the holidays, but if its not now, then its in a month. i do know that its going to be strange not coming home to....well, home. but im 21, time to leave the nest. even if it is just across town right?!
hopefully joshua tree on saturday
there is something missing in the picture im seeing right now.......i hate that feeling of "i know im forgetting something"
its hard, to want to keep in touch with someone, and they dont seem to care at all. i have thought about steven, how hes doing, how his dad is, his job, the friends we used to have blah blah blah. but he just wont respond, i supose its for the best right now. buck said that he didnt talk to any of his ex girlfriends for almost a year after the fact......thats how it was with cassidy. im just ready to move on and be friends. but if thats not going to happen then its not going to happen. i do miss him though. the hardest thing after we broke up was looking through pictures and letters. 3 years is a long time man.......i just want my friend back.......