calling
i never thought that after what happend that id be able to get close to someone again. but its been an easy thing for me, which is scary. but i know why and its because i have met the most amazing person i know. hes done more in the past 5 years than ill ever get to do in my life. hes so fucking smart it makes me sick.....and a little jealous actually.....
but i already owe him so much, ive already learned so much, ive already done so much with him.
i truly am grateful for meeting him, and i am grateful for lightning, and i am grateful for friends......i dont think anyone will every really know what im talking about. but i know that does not matter.
i wouldnt trade any of this for the world. i am falling in love, i know i am. but im not scared, and im not worried about him not loving me back......i am going at my own pace, and he is going at his......
every time i look at him i smile, i laugh at myself and ask how i got so lucky.....how am i so lucky?! some times it just doesnt make sense....but then he tells me that i am beautiful and calls me angel, and kisses my eyes.....
i am in love with a man......and he is clumsy!
but i already owe him so much, ive already learned so much, ive already done so much with him.
i truly am grateful for meeting him, and i am grateful for lightning, and i am grateful for friends......i dont think anyone will every really know what im talking about. but i know that does not matter.
i wouldnt trade any of this for the world. i am falling in love, i know i am. but im not scared, and im not worried about him not loving me back......i am going at my own pace, and he is going at his......
every time i look at him i smile, i laugh at myself and ask how i got so lucky.....how am i so lucky?! some times it just doesnt make sense....but then he tells me that i am beautiful and calls me angel, and kisses my eyes.....
i am in love with a man......and he is clumsy!