starin at the sun
camping this weekend....yes.....excited!!!!!!! and i get to bring hooligan which is awsomeness cause he needs to become a man! but stephanie is moving again, this weekend. im really bummed out cause shes my girl and shell be an hour away again! what the hell. i cant wait to get out. i looooove ma and pa, but seriously. i need to move out and have fun. i just dont want to leave my mom yet. fuck i wish my dad didnt work what he works now. i mean come on. a 60 year old man working until midnight, or one in the morning!? what the fuck is that? i havent seen him in days and my mom is a wreck! i just cant wait for him to retire!!!!! so they can be together and he can sit on his butt and do nothin all day. then my mom can be mad at him for not doing anything instead of him never being home anymore.
ive been retarded lately.....simply stupid, but i have no reason not to. but i do......but i dont because i trust buck. oh yea, were kinda bf/gf......its been amazing. i need to work on things when it comes to jealousy. its my biggest fault and its what makes me a hypocrite! and i hate it!
anyways, im tired, goodnight!
ive been retarded lately.....simply stupid, but i have no reason not to. but i do......but i dont because i trust buck. oh yea, were kinda bf/gf......its been amazing. i need to work on things when it comes to jealousy. its my biggest fault and its what makes me a hypocrite! and i hate it!
anyways, im tired, goodnight!