Aug 09, 2006 21:16
i cant really be mad at you for being a typical......but its a little sad that it was all just a front. i honestly thought you were better than that, thats why i loved you. but i understand that youre not too different, none of you are. friends are important, even if those friends are people that you used to talk shit on for days, the ones that you fucked around with.....the ones who used to talk shit on me......im sorry that things have happend like this.....im sorry youve just gone back to you. im at least proud to say that i have opened up. and have "changed" for the good. even though you just dont think so.
life really is work......and this whole thing sucks.
but were surviving right? were making it through in anyway needed?
i hate salt lake city
i talked to alex tonight, he asked me to play pool with him and his friends, he called me retarded and i miss that. maybe he can make it to the beach on saturday. maybe you can also.......