i'm a bitch, i'm a monster.
i'm thinking i should start adding crying to my to do lists so I can actually feel like I got something done.
It took me til after 11am to fall asleep today...woke up a little after 4 wondering...why it is that you're still dead, barry. So not cool.
I also wondering how John just listens...and ignores the things he sees and hears. but i guess i did the same.
if it's wrong to blame and think about murdering the people who hurt the people who hurt themselves than i don't want to be right....
I think more often than not about how on 4th of July I accidentally left insulin at Sonia's house and she took it all in an attempt. At the time I was using a second, far darker lj acct...I didn't tell anyone...but I did post about how how sometimes i wish she'd just get it over with and stop fucking with my heart. And a month later she was dead...egg on my face. And that's a secret never spoken allowed or even written where no one would find it.
It took me til after 11am to fall asleep today...woke up a little after 4 wondering...why it is that you're still dead, barry. So not cool.
I also wondering how John just listens...and ignores the things he sees and hears. but i guess i did the same.
if it's wrong to blame and think about murdering the people who hurt the people who hurt themselves than i don't want to be right....
I think more often than not about how on 4th of July I accidentally left insulin at Sonia's house and she took it all in an attempt. At the time I was using a second, far darker lj acct...I didn't tell anyone...but I did post about how how sometimes i wish she'd just get it over with and stop fucking with my heart. And a month later she was dead...egg on my face. And that's a secret never spoken allowed or even written where no one would find it.