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"Tears Dry On Their Own"
All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew,
And this regret I've got accustomed to,
Once it was so right,
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night,
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch,
I don't know why I got so attached,
It's my responsibility,
And you don't owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity
[Chorus:]
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in your way, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,
I don't understand,
Why do I stress the man,
When there's so many bigger things at hand,
We could a never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
A Perspective pushes true,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon,
***********I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men,*************
[Chorus]
So we are history,
YOUR shadow covers me
The sky above,
A blaze only that lovers see
[Chorus]
I wish I could say no regrets,
And no emotional debts,
Cause that kiss goodbye the sun sets,
So we are history,
The shadow covers me,
The sky above a blaze that only lovers see,
[Chorus]
[x2]
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in your way,
My deep shade,
My tears dry
wow. it's been so long since i've done this. the bolding on the parts that i especially feel. I know most of her songs are about bein a cheating, drunk hussy but I am really finding a lot of different meaning in her songs. Back to Black and this one for Barry...He Can Only Hold Her made me cry today because I realized it so screamed John. "He can only hold her, for so long...the lights are on but no one's home. She's so vacant. Her soul is taken. He thinks, what's she runnin from"
I don't have much else to say. My mind is steady streaming but shut the fuck down too. I am not writing as much as I should. I think I only cried 4 or 5 times this week. Oh and the end of Dead Like Me sucked. The movie really just felt like the creator was dissing me for ever liking his show. oh! I do say this, WELCOME CINDY WELKER...If you make an acct you can see even more depressing stuff than what's public. Wait...maybe I shouldn't invite you here. I don't wanna ddd you...which i have as of this moment trade marked. i own it. ddd = debbie down to death. You let me know some way or another.