I wish I was like you, easily amused. Find my nest of salt. Everything is my fault
Click to viewOk, get ready for a lot of what I am going to call throwbacks. lol...like a fuckin tool. Sooo long ago...when i was 12 after the very first time i tried to kill myself this was my shit. I dunno. How i felt about my friends when i came back to school changed...and of course how they felt about me and there was a lot of elementry school drama...but it was not the kind of school used to such things. anyway...its the one and only time iwas kinda mad at Sonia for a min there. Noooo, wait! i WASN'T. I was jus shutting her out and hating a lot of other "friends" but...after SHE died in talking w roberta it turns out Sonia did think I was mad at her...and it's the only time Roberta ever recalled us fighting or whatever. But alas...we never fought. NEVER. And i am not romanticizing our bestfriendship or anything. Shit, she tried to set William on fire once...I was not mad. lol...anyway...i dunno what the point was. I am drunker now than when i started this so yeah...throwback. lol...this would def be on the soundtrack to my life.