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life is way too short.
its weird... ive never really known anyone to get killed. and hell, i didnt even know him that well. but still, i did see him on a regular basis for about a month. and we did have our fair share of inside jokes. and every time i close my eyes right now, i can see him. i cant believe how upset this is making me feel. i keep tearing up. weston held me as i cried. its just so unfair sometimes. the people that dont deserve to die are the people that do. he was a wonderful guy. hilarious. caring. always smiling. and now he is gone. i think the weirdest thing is i saw him sunday. and i thought i should really go up to him and say hello, see how he was doing. i wish i did now. but you know, you never think that someone is going to die two days later after you see them. he would have been 24 on july 20th. and heres the fucked up thing, his best friend of 13 years shot him. wtf? that makes no sense at all. none. but i know he is in a better place now. and so is lori. my prayers go out to both of their families.
in other good news.
kara maurakis starts school august 26th, and im excited.
its weird... ive never really known anyone to get killed. and hell, i didnt even know him that well. but still, i did see him on a regular basis for about a month. and we did have our fair share of inside jokes. and every time i close my eyes right now, i can see him. i cant believe how upset this is making me feel. i keep tearing up. weston held me as i cried. its just so unfair sometimes. the people that dont deserve to die are the people that do. he was a wonderful guy. hilarious. caring. always smiling. and now he is gone. i think the weirdest thing is i saw him sunday. and i thought i should really go up to him and say hello, see how he was doing. i wish i did now. but you know, you never think that someone is going to die two days later after you see them. he would have been 24 on july 20th. and heres the fucked up thing, his best friend of 13 years shot him. wtf? that makes no sense at all. none. but i know he is in a better place now. and so is lori. my prayers go out to both of their families.
in other good news.
kara maurakis starts school august 26th, and im excited.