LJ !!!!
Well, I'm in English class and for w/e reason Mr. Mac Gave us these laptops to fuck around with... so I'm here thinking about Krystina and wondering what'll happen to us...
She says that she loves me and I know that she does... but I'm wondering if in my attempts to protect her... I might have pushed her away... -sigh- I'm the only one to blame here... Its my fault. We got into a fight about shit we had passed and still we persisted to bicker and bitch over it... -sigh- I fucked up...
That was my mistake... I should've let it go...but instead we fought and I ended us out of frustration and rage...Now I just want her back, more than anything... I need her to survive. We built a whole life around one another existance... She is everything to me, And saying we can't be together is like saying I can't have air.
I know I fucked up...but I just wish that she could see it for what it was... a mistake, one that blows the rest out of the water. Ir she could give me another chance I wouldn't fuck up again. I'd be better to her.
-Sigh- Krystina...I really am sorry... Wether we get back together or not... as a friend, I am apologising for everything from the botton of my heart. I trust you with my life and whatever you decide is what I'll do. If we need time just say it and I'll wait for you baby... I'll wait for as longas you need.
I'm happy that we're talking again those hours apart were hell... I miss you like crayz and I just want everything to start getting better. And I want you to kow that if we do get back together we won't be in the same shit. I'll promise it'll be different and we'll do everything we say, I won't half ass anything and I won't sircome to petty and stupid thoughts. I'll be better to you baby.
Well... thats it for my rambling I supose...
Everyone must be sick of me being all clingy and depressed.
So... I supose this is good bye for now...
Krystina. Please call me today.
I'd like to talk to you. Just talk nothing more. You know how I feel about you... all I need is to hear your voice babe, we can talk about anything you'd like. I really don't care. I just need to hear you. I can't put it into words but... I need to talk to you and just be apart of whats going on...
I'm sorry if this is getting oldor if I'm making things difficult. I know that I'm not the only one here, I'm sure you're sad and hurting to...but I'd like to try to help with that in w/e way I can... wether you'll have me as a boy-friend or just a friend.
I just need to be apart of your life... and I know you need me just as much as I need and want you in mine.
Well... I'm gonna go.
Teacher's having a bitch fit.
I love you baby.
~Mark~
She says that she loves me and I know that she does... but I'm wondering if in my attempts to protect her... I might have pushed her away... -sigh- I'm the only one to blame here... Its my fault. We got into a fight about shit we had passed and still we persisted to bicker and bitch over it... -sigh- I fucked up...
That was my mistake... I should've let it go...but instead we fought and I ended us out of frustration and rage...Now I just want her back, more than anything... I need her to survive. We built a whole life around one another existance... She is everything to me, And saying we can't be together is like saying I can't have air.
I know I fucked up...but I just wish that she could see it for what it was... a mistake, one that blows the rest out of the water. Ir she could give me another chance I wouldn't fuck up again. I'd be better to her.
-Sigh- Krystina...I really am sorry... Wether we get back together or not... as a friend, I am apologising for everything from the botton of my heart. I trust you with my life and whatever you decide is what I'll do. If we need time just say it and I'll wait for you baby... I'll wait for as longas you need.
I'm happy that we're talking again those hours apart were hell... I miss you like crayz and I just want everything to start getting better. And I want you to kow that if we do get back together we won't be in the same shit. I'll promise it'll be different and we'll do everything we say, I won't half ass anything and I won't sircome to petty and stupid thoughts. I'll be better to you baby.
Well... thats it for my rambling I supose...
Everyone must be sick of me being all clingy and depressed.
So... I supose this is good bye for now...
Krystina. Please call me today.
I'd like to talk to you. Just talk nothing more. You know how I feel about you... all I need is to hear your voice babe, we can talk about anything you'd like. I really don't care. I just need to hear you. I can't put it into words but... I need to talk to you and just be apart of whats going on...
I'm sorry if this is getting oldor if I'm making things difficult. I know that I'm not the only one here, I'm sure you're sad and hurting to...but I'd like to try to help with that in w/e way I can... wether you'll have me as a boy-friend or just a friend.
I just need to be apart of your life... and I know you need me just as much as I need and want you in mine.
Well... I'm gonna go.
Teacher's having a bitch fit.
I love you baby.
~Mark~