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I never really had an ex until now. You always hear things about ex's, usually bad but, on occasion there is the ex that you're friends with. I'm not sure what to do with myself right now...i used to be the one that didn't need a guy. I was independent and doing wonderfully. Now i spend almost every day with my ex and my best friend. I thought i could be one of those girls that could deal but i just feel mentally fucked up. How do you deal with spending so much time with someone that you used to be so close to and now you can't even look at them without hating them. So i guess the question is do i give up my life b/c he's going to be there. Considering i doubt that my best friend is willing to give up her friendship with him over me...thats prolly not a good thing either.... so maybe i do need to change things. CONFUSION. i need someone to just make it all clear to me. if you have the answer let me know...