Jun 24, 2005 23:59
this summer is very different from past years...now i sense my call to flee the nest and live in my own space however for financial reasons i must remain around the very place i don't feel at home..this sensation is so strong at times. i just want to get in my car and drive for mad periods of time. no rest stops. no thinking. just listening to the sound of the road underneath my wheels. the sound of the increasing distance between me and you, as i burn rubber. living on my own is my way to ultimate happiness and freedom...so i guess i'll start a new life in a place i call home....a place where i have everything i need to grow as a person... a sense of belonging..individuals who care about me...and an education i work hard for....this will hopefully lead to satisfaction in the future but who knows what life will bring?
im excited for the challenges ahead...with an open mind...