a little hope dwells within
running on empty i feel drained
cannot determine my location
don't know how i even maintained
cannot dig up any motivaiton.
pack up another bowl for some fun
people seem so unreliable now
just take a hit into your lungs
stop talking is just how.
i feel so alone in this world
many days i wake up feeling
so sad that i won't ever meet
some one or even be loved
i miss the sound of friend's
voices but now i accept the loss
a loss i cannot fully understand
and when i attempt to guess
i end up feeling just as frustrated
is something wrong with me?
did i bring this upon myself?
why do i always assume i did something
maybe its just those people who i
labeled friends needed a change
cutting off communication to
solve some inner issues but
the insensitivity i experienced
the loneliness, rejection was not
a positive reaction and im more
likely to frown upon meeting
a new person and trying to build
a friendship.....ships of friends
come in and leave....that is so
and so is the feeling of someone
u know completely ignoring u
do u know how that feels?
not too good..u feel sick to ur
stomach and call them names but
no amount of name calling can
erase ur anger but at least u
have ur drugs to forget the bs
and to forget all the baggage of
ignorant people who need to
check their behavior at the door.
will i ever reach the place i hope to be?
who is actually listening when i talk?
will anyone ever fall in love with me?
why do i feel so bitter at times?
when will my father own up to his past?
is life all its cracked up to be?
why do people have to hurt each other?
why are these questions never answered!?
cannot determine my location
don't know how i even maintained
cannot dig up any motivaiton.
pack up another bowl for some fun
people seem so unreliable now
just take a hit into your lungs
stop talking is just how.
i feel so alone in this world
many days i wake up feeling
so sad that i won't ever meet
some one or even be loved
i miss the sound of friend's
voices but now i accept the loss
a loss i cannot fully understand
and when i attempt to guess
i end up feeling just as frustrated
is something wrong with me?
did i bring this upon myself?
why do i always assume i did something
maybe its just those people who i
labeled friends needed a change
cutting off communication to
solve some inner issues but
the insensitivity i experienced
the loneliness, rejection was not
a positive reaction and im more
likely to frown upon meeting
a new person and trying to build
a friendship.....ships of friends
come in and leave....that is so
and so is the feeling of someone
u know completely ignoring u
do u know how that feels?
not too good..u feel sick to ur
stomach and call them names but
no amount of name calling can
erase ur anger but at least u
have ur drugs to forget the bs
and to forget all the baggage of
ignorant people who need to
check their behavior at the door.
will i ever reach the place i hope to be?
who is actually listening when i talk?
will anyone ever fall in love with me?
why do i feel so bitter at times?
when will my father own up to his past?
is life all its cracked up to be?
why do people have to hurt each other?
why are these questions never answered!?