Passage of time reveals and heals my soul
The Grass is Greener on the Other side
its gotta be green
no what i mean?
tall and real lean
shit in my dreams
tells me to try to be
smoking good tree
cannot get it for free
risk the huge penalty
its all worth it to me.
A decade has passed since
i left all of my childhood
behind in that unstable
house on madison avenue
A decade has passed since
i last saw your faces
now all i have are memories
bitter and sweet that help
to put things into perspective
even if i don't know what to
think about all of what i try
to cope while understanding
the feelings of loss, hopeless
dreams fading away into dust
leaves me all alone inside
where i just grow older and
more tired with all of this
life hasn't offered me in
retrospect it has been better
more brighter and shinier than
lets say i stayed in that old
run down house with all the lies
violence and terror within the
walls where silence seemed
so impossible cuz eventually
people break down and need
to have a change or death follows
realizing i have more now than
if i stayed inside that old
house where the demon roamed
striking anything in its path
tearing down realities that
never really existed but only
in my insecure mind to escape
the hazards of a bad parent
who knows no mental boundaries
who knows no good inside the
very heart who tore mine out
so many times and stomped on
it with all his vigor and
decided that his life was meant
to harm everything and everyone
no one was safe not even the
neighbors from all the noise
yelling, crying, screaming
insanities inside the assylum
that i called home until the
day of liberation came which
leads me to where i am now
down a path to a future of
following my dreams and
aspirations away from all the
negativity i once knew and
feared would never end.
this day seems like a turning point
a change of direction more towards
the very place i hope to be in life
where everything comes to me in one
pill easy to swallow and doesnt cost
me an arm and leg to obtain now...
the future is up to me and i will
conquer any negative force standing
between me and my goals so watch out
all of those bad thoughts will leave
with time and i will move on and grow
better as a person, a human being on
this very beautiful planet called
earth.
its gotta be green
no what i mean?
tall and real lean
shit in my dreams
tells me to try to be
smoking good tree
cannot get it for free
risk the huge penalty
its all worth it to me.
A decade has passed since
i left all of my childhood
behind in that unstable
house on madison avenue
A decade has passed since
i last saw your faces
now all i have are memories
bitter and sweet that help
to put things into perspective
even if i don't know what to
think about all of what i try
to cope while understanding
the feelings of loss, hopeless
dreams fading away into dust
leaves me all alone inside
where i just grow older and
more tired with all of this
life hasn't offered me in
retrospect it has been better
more brighter and shinier than
lets say i stayed in that old
run down house with all the lies
violence and terror within the
walls where silence seemed
so impossible cuz eventually
people break down and need
to have a change or death follows
realizing i have more now than
if i stayed inside that old
house where the demon roamed
striking anything in its path
tearing down realities that
never really existed but only
in my insecure mind to escape
the hazards of a bad parent
who knows no mental boundaries
who knows no good inside the
very heart who tore mine out
so many times and stomped on
it with all his vigor and
decided that his life was meant
to harm everything and everyone
no one was safe not even the
neighbors from all the noise
yelling, crying, screaming
insanities inside the assylum
that i called home until the
day of liberation came which
leads me to where i am now
down a path to a future of
following my dreams and
aspirations away from all the
negativity i once knew and
feared would never end.
this day seems like a turning point
a change of direction more towards
the very place i hope to be in life
where everything comes to me in one
pill easy to swallow and doesnt cost
me an arm and leg to obtain now...
the future is up to me and i will
conquer any negative force standing
between me and my goals so watch out
all of those bad thoughts will leave
with time and i will move on and grow
better as a person, a human being on
this very beautiful planet called
earth.