I'M HAVING AN I HATE MY JOB DAY.....AGAIN
Yup...I think it's time to seek different employment. I am manager of a floundering construction company. The weather here has been terrible since November, so I haven't been able to bill out nearly the amount of money that we need to keep running. We struggle every week to meet payroll. I dread Monday mornings because Monday-Wednesday for me these days consists of me trying to get money into the fucking bank. I love my job, I have an awesome boss, I can pretty much come and go as I please as long as I get my work done, and I make a decent amount of money...but this shit is stressing me the fuck out....seriously. I miss painting and remodelling...maybe it's time to start my own business back up again...but it's scary not knowing if it will work or not. Oh well...hopefully shit will turn around soon. I'm tired. I'm bored. My head hurts. My neck is killing me from my wreck last week....I wanna go home and sleep...fuck it, I'm leaving.