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I need to embrace the being single and monogamous aspect of life.
I embraced them this summer and loved it.
Then I fell into the trap of being 22 and having entirely to much built up sexual tension.
Then I expressed that sexual tension.
Then I started to develop small crushes on boys
Then I actually started to like a guy and haven't released any sexual tension on him
Now we have another date tomorrow but I have just been made aware that he has a girlfriend ?!
So that's interesting
In conclusion I should just embrace being single and not hook up with anyone
It was fun to have a few random hook ups but that really isn't how I like to be and I obviously am not ready to date someone/the person I want to date is in a relationship? maybe? He certainly doesn't act like it...btw it's Joe aka bakers best friend aka guy who came to fallfest with me aka apparently we made out that night. If he remembers us making out that night enough to tell the baker about it and then continues to hang out with me and make dates with me and talk to me all the time...why does he have a girlfriend again? Since it's obviously not a platonic relationship and he knows that I am interested in him. Oh Chestertown. I never thought I would ever be so excited to visit Morgantown for a weekend..
I embraced them this summer and loved it.
Then I fell into the trap of being 22 and having entirely to much built up sexual tension.
Then I expressed that sexual tension.
Then I started to develop small crushes on boys
Then I actually started to like a guy and haven't released any sexual tension on him
Now we have another date tomorrow but I have just been made aware that he has a girlfriend ?!
So that's interesting
In conclusion I should just embrace being single and not hook up with anyone
It was fun to have a few random hook ups but that really isn't how I like to be and I obviously am not ready to date someone/the person I want to date is in a relationship? maybe? He certainly doesn't act like it...btw it's Joe aka bakers best friend aka guy who came to fallfest with me aka apparently we made out that night. If he remembers us making out that night enough to tell the baker about it and then continues to hang out with me and make dates with me and talk to me all the time...why does he have a girlfriend again? Since it's obviously not a platonic relationship and he knows that I am interested in him. Oh Chestertown. I never thought I would ever be so excited to visit Morgantown for a weekend..