Back in bed again with it
Did you ever notice the questions you ask yourself when you have absolutely nothing to do. That is what I'm doing right now. I hate sitting in my room all by myself and asking all the questions that I don't want answered. I thought of a funny story today that happened when I was younger with my old friend Christina. We were in this party store and I saw a pair of what looked to be fake handcuffs. I decided to be funny and handcuff myself to a big metal rack. Sadly the handcuffs were real and I couldn't get off the rack and there was no key. I was freaking out cause there were so many hot guys that worked in the store we were at. Christina sat there helpless and laughing hysterical at me (cause I looked like an asshole). Finally she went and got a manager and they cut me out of the handcuffs and we also found out that there was a police officer in there earlier and he probably left them there. So in the end I got out but not without a red face cause I was mortified.
All that reminising: see what happens when I have nothing to do!! It seems so strange cause when I'm home I always have something really important going on and I never have a free second to do anything, but here I feel like I have nothing to do most of the time. So I think a lot I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing? I can't wait for tonight I get to hang out with Miranda! I haven't seen her since Sat. and that's a really long time for us not to hang out. So much stuff has gone on in the past couple of days I don't even know were I stand on anything. I feel like going back on my one pack laps and making it a two pack laps but I don't want to dissapoint anyone (and plus Cindy, Jay, and Miranda have tried so hard to help me stop smoking) and I guess it would be good for my health but who really cares about that ;)
My ex-boyfriend Jon was talking to me today. I found it kind of strange that he im'd me he hasn't done that since we broke up. The weirdest part was that he was talking about things that happend a really long time ago. I don't know how I feel about this he's a really great guy but if I start talking to him I might want to see him and with the way things are going for me here I don't think I want to actually see him it could make me want to change my mind about this place. I think I'm gonna go call my Jay Love he'll help me.
All that reminising: see what happens when I have nothing to do!! It seems so strange cause when I'm home I always have something really important going on and I never have a free second to do anything, but here I feel like I have nothing to do most of the time. So I think a lot I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing? I can't wait for tonight I get to hang out with Miranda! I haven't seen her since Sat. and that's a really long time for us not to hang out. So much stuff has gone on in the past couple of days I don't even know were I stand on anything. I feel like going back on my one pack laps and making it a two pack laps but I don't want to dissapoint anyone (and plus Cindy, Jay, and Miranda have tried so hard to help me stop smoking) and I guess it would be good for my health but who really cares about that ;)
My ex-boyfriend Jon was talking to me today. I found it kind of strange that he im'd me he hasn't done that since we broke up. The weirdest part was that he was talking about things that happend a really long time ago. I don't know how I feel about this he's a really great guy but if I start talking to him I might want to see him and with the way things are going for me here I don't think I want to actually see him it could make me want to change my mind about this place. I think I'm gonna go call my Jay Love he'll help me.