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for some reason, i hate being home. i don't know why, but within the past few weeks, i have developed an intense hatred of being home. i walk through the door, and become completely grumpy. 3 nights this week, i've gone to FVC to study or do homework, because i'd rather be there than here. i really don't know why, and it makes me feel kind of guilty. but that's the way it is.
i really really miss Romeo and Juliet. I've realized the past few days how incredibly screwed the men are in this musical. I miss having a real part, feeling that i was important (as selfish as that is, it's something i miss). and liking everyone involved. and respecting the show. and feeling like the director was committed to the production, just as much as the students were. and being completely and totally proud of what we had put together. i loved how everyone got along so well. it was Drama, sans drama. during rehearsals, we'd all just sit on the floor near the pit and everyone felt welcome talking to everyone else. or at least that's the way I felt. ahh nostalgia. at least the pit orchestra sounds good, and the set is going to be so damn hot i won't be able to get near it.
scene goes up 6th period tomorrow! brad and alexis are going to be great. then, weekend, here i come.
i really really miss Romeo and Juliet. I've realized the past few days how incredibly screwed the men are in this musical. I miss having a real part, feeling that i was important (as selfish as that is, it's something i miss). and liking everyone involved. and respecting the show. and feeling like the director was committed to the production, just as much as the students were. and being completely and totally proud of what we had put together. i loved how everyone got along so well. it was Drama, sans drama. during rehearsals, we'd all just sit on the floor near the pit and everyone felt welcome talking to everyone else. or at least that's the way I felt. ahh nostalgia. at least the pit orchestra sounds good, and the set is going to be so damn hot i won't be able to get near it.
scene goes up 6th period tomorrow! brad and alexis are going to be great. then, weekend, here i come.