*Warning: If you don't want to read mindless bitching that contains alot of profanity...screw you. I don't care. I'm pissed and I need to vent, otherwise, I'll lose it at football tomorrow and someone WILL get hurt
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okay, im sorry i couldn't go. but you do not want to see me all sweaty and nasty after basketball. if we could have gone at like 9:30 or so...i would have been ready. but i wasn't sure if we were having a team run or not...and that would have ended at 9. im sorry, but im busy like you are too. it just doesnt work out half of the time. i also hope you don't think this is a date. i dont want to sound bitchy, but we are just friends. i think you're an awesome guy, and whoever catches you will be a lucky girl...but thats not gonna be me. sorry.
also...you need to be positive. i worry about you sometimes! you are going to be a great football player. who knows...you could go pro. (then i'd really be kicking myself, right?) heck, i wish that i had college scouts from notre dame and MSU looking at me...but i don't. the only chance i can get is playing maybe volleyball at some tiny school like alma...and thats not likely at all. so count your blessings, it may seem like you don't have a lot...(believe me, i feel the same way often) but you do. some of the guys here are assholes. they are just used to getting everything they want...and the girls can be like that too. our spciety tends to think that being "popular" or "cool" is the only thing you can be, and some people compromise themselves just to be that. YOU DON'T DO THAT...and you know what? you will get farther and be a much better person because of that. those kids that pick on you, are just jealous...they know that in 20 years you'll be rich, have a beautiful wife and family, and be so successful, while they'll be stuck here in muth still, going through a divorce, and having kids who hate them, all while being stuck in a crappy job they hate. Hopefully we can all be so lucky to have great lives...but im sure you will.
i hope you feel better, i feel like my mother right now. she gives me that speech sometimes when i complain about not having a boyfriend or not starting in basketball.
1. I know its not a date....that'd be really weird...lol...no offense. 2. Thanks for the words...I try to tell myself that, but it doens't really work.
also...you need to be positive. i worry about you sometimes! you are going to be a great football player. who knows...you could go pro. (then i'd really be kicking myself, right?) heck, i wish that i had college scouts from notre dame and MSU looking at me...but i don't. the only chance i can get is playing maybe volleyball at some tiny school like alma...and thats not likely at all. so count your blessings, it may seem like you don't have a lot...(believe me, i feel the same way often) but you do. some of the guys here are assholes. they are just used to getting everything they want...and the girls can be like that too. our spciety tends to think that being "popular" or "cool" is the only thing you can be, and some people compromise themselves just to be that. YOU DON'T DO THAT...and you know what? you will get farther and be a much better person because of that. those kids that pick on you, are just jealous...they know that in 20 years you'll be rich, have a beautiful wife and family, and be so successful, while they'll be stuck here in muth still, going through a divorce, and having kids who hate them, all while being stuck in a crappy job they hate. Hopefully we can all be so lucky to have great lives...but im sure you will.
i hope you feel better, i feel like my mother right now. she gives me that speech sometimes when i complain about not having a boyfriend or not starting in basketball.
stay positive, like morgan said.
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2. Thanks for the words...I try to tell myself that, but it doens't really work.
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