Feb 17, 2005 18:43
im having a party. it should be fun. its going to be in dc because that is where i will be. hit it up. call me first. this weekend better be good or i just might die. ive had too many shity nights lately (lets not even get into valentines day) so i need a really good weekend to have faith again in the human race. i got dissed and dismissed by this guy here who i am way better than. if he doenst like me then that makes me ask "who does?" this boy has never even left the state of ohio and he is from toledo so he has so dumb way of talking. he kind of reminded me of kevin so maybe thats why i was attracted to him slightly. i could say much more dumb stuff about him but i feel bad. i mean, he is nice and everything. i am always really critical of people. it doesnt matter though. i am always so weird around people after drunk hookups. even if it is just kissing. maybe i should go to a class. or therapy. hmm... alaina and kate think this boy is lame because he has over developed his chest and not payed enough attention on his legs. my friend kate miller also got rejected by this dumb boy she has been getting with. we are better than that. i think the problem with denison is that the ratio of attractive girls is way higher than even slightly attractive boys so they can just be dicks. college is not the real world and i cant wait to come to dc and be around seminormal people. bitch bitch bitch. the oc is on soon soo i have a distraction awaitting me.
mary