Jul 15, 2008 11:55
Apparently everyone can tell something is wrong with me.
Jake asked me what is wrong. He said that I haven't been happy lately. I didn't even realize.
He keeps asking me what is wrong... and I don't know what to say because I don't know what's wrong. The only thing I can think that would be causing me to be sad would be HIM... because I can't let go and I won't make a move... I'm just stuck in the middle. I am definitely not TRYING to act the way I am. I don't want people to feel bad for me or anything like that... like I said, I didn't even realize I was acting that way.
I don't know what I'm going to do.