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[grapelover69]

ok i know ive not updated in hella but listn to this well read thisrobbie i do really like you alot and it hurt to have you do what you did. i dont care what other people say or what other people think but for some reason i do care what you think. in regareds to what you said on the phone the other night its up to you weather or not a relationship goes any were your the motor be hind the wheels. if you dont try to go any were you will just stand there in the dark of loneliness i know ive been in the dark for to long and i feel like giveing up. i guess that its just easyer for me to say this on line because i dont have to hear your voice, but i do like you and weather you like me or not im still not clear on but what ever it may be i still want to be friends and if it takes me a while to get use to just being friends then just give me that time. wene i got your message on my answering machine you dont know how happy i was just to hear your voice but right now it still hurts from what you did, and i know im makeing it sound like we had something big wene we didnt but it was something bicg for me i really liked you and for a while i thought you really liked me and i dont know what set you apart from all the other ass holes that said they liked me and then only used me but there was something that made what you did hurt more thene any thing they ever did. i dont know why but it did. so please just think about it and ill talk to you wene i can it most likly be for a while because im grounded off the phone i think. ohh well. i just needed to let you know that i still ike you alot and i dont know why and i want to know all your feelings twords me please what ever they may be i dont care i just want to know. well ive got to go loves bye bye

this guy who is in to me that just found out i dont like him wrote it crazy