So she crossed the line but you know i dont care.
Ok well i redid the journal i made the graphic up top and i went to TATU why well what can i say? I did it cuz it is how i am feeling, yea ok so i never though i would actally love a girl, yea i had bi friends but never thought i'd even consider being Bi. But she Changed that. i cant explain it, i am crazy about her she is always on my mind in my dreams. i love her.
i do feel bad about a few things when it comes to her. One she is Married. Yes she has a husband and even though she says that things are falling apart and have been before me, i still feel bad i dont want to be the reason or cause of them falling apart. She also has kids with him it makes it even worse. i cant help but feel bad but you know i cant help how i feel ither.... two she is so far away and i cant be with her but i always want to be, and i know its stupid and all but i get alittle jeoules and axnoius when i know she is talking to other people, probly because i dont know or cant see what they are doing but it makes me scared, because i dont want to be hurt and i love her so much i just can't help it....
i want to protect her hold her keep her safe, i want to make sure she never sees a tiny bit of pain or suffering. which is hard enough as it is right now since she is in Aussie. but we will find away to be together.
say what you want. i dont care i love her. and i am crazy about her. bi as it maybe.......now. i so crossed the line but dont care. well i have to go brother and his family are over so i'll be around.
i do feel bad about a few things when it comes to her. One she is Married. Yes she has a husband and even though she says that things are falling apart and have been before me, i still feel bad i dont want to be the reason or cause of them falling apart. She also has kids with him it makes it even worse. i cant help but feel bad but you know i cant help how i feel ither.... two she is so far away and i cant be with her but i always want to be, and i know its stupid and all but i get alittle jeoules and axnoius when i know she is talking to other people, probly because i dont know or cant see what they are doing but it makes me scared, because i dont want to be hurt and i love her so much i just can't help it....
i want to protect her hold her keep her safe, i want to make sure she never sees a tiny bit of pain or suffering. which is hard enough as it is right now since she is in Aussie. but we will find away to be together.
say what you want. i dont care i love her. and i am crazy about her. bi as it maybe.......now. i so crossed the line but dont care. well i have to go brother and his family are over so i'll be around.