just a quickie as it has been a while
too much going on to sit still. . .at least that is what it has felt like this past week. i am so happy this weekend was basically stress free. . .so happy. . .got to sleep in, go shopping, clean a little. . .get semi-caught up on life right now. . .it is really sad how far behind i got with everything. . .
being there overnight is going to suck ass. . .i just hope that this doesn't turn out to be nothing like i expect it. . .i am excited and scared at the same time. . .no not scared, nervous. . .that is a much better word.
i didn't expect to suddenly miss you, but i did. . .for a brief moment there i really did. . .funny how that happened.
not sure what to do with this problem. . .something that i can't talk to anyone without hurting the person involved. . .or at least talk to the people that should know about it. . .very uneasy thing. . .
funny how i wanted it to have something here, something to give me a reason to be here, but now i don't want it so i can leave, so i am not attached. . .complete turn-around . . .that doesn't seem to happen all that often.
but i am off to sleep. . .i so don't want to go to work in the morning. . .
but a whole new day. . .i like how you can semi-startover with each day. . . that is a nice thought. . .
being there overnight is going to suck ass. . .i just hope that this doesn't turn out to be nothing like i expect it. . .i am excited and scared at the same time. . .no not scared, nervous. . .that is a much better word.
i didn't expect to suddenly miss you, but i did. . .for a brief moment there i really did. . .funny how that happened.
not sure what to do with this problem. . .something that i can't talk to anyone without hurting the person involved. . .or at least talk to the people that should know about it. . .very uneasy thing. . .
funny how i wanted it to have something here, something to give me a reason to be here, but now i don't want it so i can leave, so i am not attached. . .complete turn-around . . .that doesn't seem to happen all that often.
but i am off to sleep. . .i so don't want to go to work in the morning. . .
but a whole new day. . .i like how you can semi-startover with each day. . . that is a nice thought. . .