i hate inxs. . .
my poor, poor car. . .how missed not having you. isn't it funny how we take our driving and our own cars like no big deal? but when you lose your car, damn, it is hard on life, and mine wasn't even gone for 24 hours! but she is back, happy and healthy (except for a few minor things). thank god my dad fixed it (even if it took almost 3 hours sitting in the cold by the bay), i still only had to pay $25 and a great big hug. . .
and all that i can remember of sun. night was me going "he is going to yell at you about not having a jacket on". . .and sure enough, i was right. . .priceless. . .
yes, i think you are too nice. to be perfectly honest i think the dumbfuck is simply using you. i am sorry to say that, because deep down i still want to tell you everything you want to be true about this is, but this is starting to get pithetic. . .even if you have different "views" on the whole situation. it is simply another nicole situation except this time he used you for another reason. does that make any sense? i don't mean to piss you off (because deep down i can see you disapproving face as you read this). but i have to be honest at this point. anyway, this is simply my opinion so it really doesn't matter. do whatever you want. . .nobody can stop you. . . and it will fade, when it is time for it to fade. no point in making youself want it to fade, because that will only make you hold on for longer (borders).
sadly i will not be attending the concert this weekend. . .stupid work. . .i really wanted to go. . .oh, puff. . .if only i had another job. . .
about those "fumpy" times. . .yeah, we did. . .if only you could have been there for that, you would have been on the floor laughing too. . .
fruit dip is a sweet cream cheese dip type of thing. . .i only eat it with the green stuff in the bowl, doesn't taste right otherwise. . .i was sadly dissapointed with the blueberries in my bowl (i just made myself laugh), wanted to call them up and complain, but that would be to much work. . .
i never use to believe you needed them, but i have come to the conclusion that i do. . .they are simply little words like 'forever', 'beautiful', 'you matter', and 'forget everything else'. . .i will wait for the day they come back to me. . .but in the meantime i sit here. . .alone. . .waiting. . .for what seems like forever