Stoney Balognies!!!
i told him that he was an emotional misjudgement that i had made and that we arent going to be friends anymore.
it sucks. and im a wreck. but its fo the best. Right? Its gotta be.
He tried blaming me for him being a dick to me for the past 3 months.
I dont think so. Not in a million years.
Cant knock 'em out, cant walk away...
Him: "call me when yer ready to be freinds again."
but he doesnt get that ive made up my mind and that i could go my whole life without talking to him.
i would find it a fullfilling feeling on my death bead to say, "I did it. i havent talked to him since march 11. 2008."
He asked why i was being like this.
i responded to something along the lines of "because i dont care anymore. Yesterday...i cared. Today? Not so much. i dont love you anymore...goodbye."
Bobbie helped me forget about it tonight though.
We watched Parent Trap, which isnt as good as i remembered it.
Everytime i see you i say that tomorrow is never promised today.
so im just living my life, one day at a time.
Letlive, you know?
i gave up a friendship of 9 years...i can give him up just as easy. If not easier.
i hope he enjoys dying alone.
[god4bid]
Thank god he is going on tour soon.
And i am going to Israel soon too.
With Ron, Jess, and Brenda.
So excited!!!