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Yes it is a FUCKING disgrace that i haven't updated my journal properly in ages.
it's just there has been so much going on in my life at the moment that i really haven't had the time to comment.
I left school last week and still it hasn't hit me the only thing that has hit me is that in a few months I am going to have to leave behind my best friends.
It's not so bad to think about the friends that are going to uni themselves this year because whether i stay or go i still wouldn't see them. It really is the people i will be leaving behind.
Iain is going to be doing a course at Peterborough college. So he will be staying in Deeping.
Nick is carrying on at Stamford college next year doing a foundation art course before going to uni next year.
And Gary he, well he may be going to uni or he may be going to Peterborough college depending on the grades he gets.
It is so hard to think that in just a few months i could be leaving behind the three best friends that any guy could ask for and I know that I ain't going to come across a group of friends like it again in my life.
What if i am the only one who is going to be leaving.
The first few weeks of uni are going to be two of the most difficult weeks of my life. I will miss these guys and there won't be anyone who can replace them.
But anyway no need to let this sort of talk get me down i still have the summer left and i am going to make sure that it is the best summer that i have ever had.
I guess at the end of the day it all just comes down to having a true love for your friends and having to leave them behind is going to be fucking scary for anyone.
it's just there has been so much going on in my life at the moment that i really haven't had the time to comment.
I left school last week and still it hasn't hit me the only thing that has hit me is that in a few months I am going to have to leave behind my best friends.
It's not so bad to think about the friends that are going to uni themselves this year because whether i stay or go i still wouldn't see them. It really is the people i will be leaving behind.
Iain is going to be doing a course at Peterborough college. So he will be staying in Deeping.
Nick is carrying on at Stamford college next year doing a foundation art course before going to uni next year.
And Gary he, well he may be going to uni or he may be going to Peterborough college depending on the grades he gets.
It is so hard to think that in just a few months i could be leaving behind the three best friends that any guy could ask for and I know that I ain't going to come across a group of friends like it again in my life.
What if i am the only one who is going to be leaving.
The first few weeks of uni are going to be two of the most difficult weeks of my life. I will miss these guys and there won't be anyone who can replace them.
But anyway no need to let this sort of talk get me down i still have the summer left and i am going to make sure that it is the best summer that i have ever had.
I guess at the end of the day it all just comes down to having a true love for your friends and having to leave them behind is going to be fucking scary for anyone.