determination, procrastination, vomitation
when I was in high school I had big dreams.
every time I take a step towards it my stomach turns. Bad thing? Good Thing? I do not know.
just today I took a large step, getting insured as a massage therapist. it's scary, am I old now? can I still be as reckless as I was?
but from a different angle, I don't want to be as reckless as I was, I feel to be that way is so naive. Is this me contradicting myself? which is leading my not wanting to be naive, or me stepping towards my goals?
either way it's taking me longer than i planned to get there. Its just that every time I do take an important step I get that queasy feeling, and I don't want to feel it again. ?
wish me luck on my metaphysics paper! thanks
every time I take a step towards it my stomach turns. Bad thing? Good Thing? I do not know.
just today I took a large step, getting insured as a massage therapist. it's scary, am I old now? can I still be as reckless as I was?
but from a different angle, I don't want to be as reckless as I was, I feel to be that way is so naive. Is this me contradicting myself? which is leading my not wanting to be naive, or me stepping towards my goals?
either way it's taking me longer than i planned to get there. Its just that every time I do take an important step I get that queasy feeling, and I don't want to feel it again. ?
wish me luck on my metaphysics paper! thanks