No, it's not going to stop. So just give up

[granted_wishes]

A week ago...life was perfect. It really was. Even though I had problems here, and problems there, it was okay because I had hope. But I think I'm just losing hope right now. And I feel like I am falling apart. I have no clue what is going on in my life. I feel so disorganized. I just want things so much that I can't have. I think I just need to do some e or shrooms to find hope once again. That sounds really bad, but whatever.

Maybe it's just me adjusting again............and maybe this feeling will go away within a week. Maybe.