You're better off without him. Don't call him. He's breaking your heart.
And that "him" is not one guy. It's just all guys. I've never entirely "had my heart broken" by a guy, but when I look at every guy I've been involved with, they really have all broken my heart. Just in smaller ways. And the guys that I see around me that just play with girl's hearts and only want their bodies...well just looking at them, these boys all break my heart. But of course girls are not entirely innocent either. I know I've definitely broken guys' hearts. But THAT IS LIFE. We break each other's hearts. It's sad, but true. And that is why you have to know yourself....know who you are and what you want. And based off of that, you can make decisions that will reflect who you are and what you believe. When this is done, you can avoide broken hearts just a little bit.
Right now, my mind/heart is so conflicted, and I not only need to figure out who I am and what I want, but I need to figure out what kind of aspects ABOUT who I am that I even am dealing with. Wow that probably does not make sense. My expectations and desires are getting confused with society's expectations and desires, and I need to separate these. Maybe I just need to stop all contact with guys until I figure this out.
Right now, my mind/heart is so conflicted, and I not only need to figure out who I am and what I want, but I need to figure out what kind of aspects ABOUT who I am that I even am dealing with. Wow that probably does not make sense. My expectations and desires are getting confused with society's expectations and desires, and I need to separate these. Maybe I just need to stop all contact with guys until I figure this out.