I apologize for the depressing entry...
I wish I could write down something here about my feelings but I can't. The reason being because I don't know what or how to feel at this time. So much is going through my head right now that it's just too hard to describe.
I don't know even know why I wrote in here. I somehow felt compelled to do so. I hope that I can express my feelings in the next few days, before the big day.
I get so upset even thinking about it. This evening was the first time I really sat down and discussed it. It all hit me tonight, at once, and is probably why I wrote this entry.
I wish I could say more but I really can't. Maybe later, but not now.
I don't know even know why I wrote in here. I somehow felt compelled to do so. I hope that I can express my feelings in the next few days, before the big day.
I get so upset even thinking about it. This evening was the first time I really sat down and discussed it. It all hit me tonight, at once, and is probably why I wrote this entry.
I wish I could say more but I really can't. Maybe later, but not now.