jason and i broke up on wednesday

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pretty much, i feel like shit. it's pretty rough.... so for that reason, i have made a list:

things to be happy about today:

i can run 5+ miles at a time (didn't used to be able to do that)
i can now fit into pants that i haven't felt comfortable wearing in about a year
i'm a really good cook of nutritious foods
the weather has been nice
stillwater has a tea emporium from which i just purchased some delicious scented green tea
i feel strong
i am strong
my cat loves me
today wasn't as hard as yesterday
tonight at work, i can knit
it's almost herb growing season
my parents are coming to visit me tomorrow
i will get to see my lovely sarah sheridan next weekend
road trip plans for some good music
about 50 birds took off from my courtyard when i came out my front door this morning
i plan on (hopefully) finishing the rug this weekend
great conversations with great people
prayer
books
God
did i mention that my cat loves me? she is attempting to snuggle at this very moment
richard simmons ab videos
i will survive.