Thoughts...

[granola765]

I've never felt this way before in my 20 years. To feel so worthless and expendable. To feel so unappreciated and unloved. To give everything that i can possibly give and still find myself feeling this way. To feel so loved and cared about. To feel pretty and be held. To be kissed and comforted and still not be satisfied and find yourself settling for what you have and not what you want. To keep going and pushing forward,but not having the will to.What is it that's not satisfying? Why do we feel like there's more? Why do we think in the back of our heads "What If"? What are we looking for? What do we want? Where can we find it,and how come we haven't had it? Do we not care? Do we care to much? Do we think to much? Do we ask to many questions?

I'm in love.