My LJ
Yeah I think these things are VERY cliche, but Buddha says they're threaputic (yeah theraputic my ass). So yeah today was great, at first. Started off with Ben and myself re-recording "For You" (coz for SOME reason Pro Tools decided to lose the drum tracks) and then I re-recorded the guitar tracks, hopefully tomorrow I can record the vocals that remain for our CD and then we'll be DONE!!!
Then the shit started to hit the fan. My mom's fighting her condition and is trying to improve, but it's a long and winding road and it's taxing my father's patience. So in order to vent, he comes into my room and finds SOMEthing, ANYthing to argue about. Today it was my recording and my usage of the computer. By now I've grown up and realized that he speaks out of his ass to vent off his stress from work, so I don't take it personally. But stil the results of his rampage remain and they sting.
Then finally to end my day I decided to read a few of my friends LJ's and it REALLY depressed me to know that I mean nothing to anyone, especially a certain some one that has yet to acknowledge certain aspects of my existence.
So as a result I wonder and wonder, why does God enjoy watching people suffer? That's if there is a God, coz I've frankly lost my faith in humanity at this point, and apathy and nihilism are slowly breeding in a gap inside my soul (sounds overly dramatic but it's true). I've been feeling this emptines since the beginning of sophomore year. And it's gone through it's ups and downs but the void remains, it just depends on how attuned I am to sense it's size. So in conclusion I shall find SOMETHING semi-humorous to entertain those that now want to listen to NIN as I do.
crazy long quiz
What is your name?: Rene Alberto Naranjo
Are you named after anyone?: both my grandfathers (family tradition)
What's your screename? ScallionsSpike25
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nooooo Waaay, what u want 'em 2 get da shit beat outa 'em?
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: ask my rents
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Hmm...something quiet like Starchild
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do w/ your name constantly?: Have you tried to spell my last name without looking at it!!!? Or my first name at that, people always think I'm a girl.
you drop your last name if you became famous?: Nahhhh, excenntric names are kewl when one is famous.
Basics
Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: unfortuneately
If not, do you want to be?: can't say that I do
Age? 16
Age you act: 17ish....when peeps aren't looking
Age you wish you were: -3000000, so that way I wouldn't hav ANY worries
Your height: 5'9 1/2
Eye color: brown / hazel, depends on how the light hits it (so I'm told)
Happy with it?: I don't see them
Hair color: Dark brown, soooo dark that it could be considered black, but not enough so that it is't brown
Happy with it?: Hmmmm...I'd have to say yes.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: in a house
Your family: mom, dad, dog, cat
Have any pets?: Lady Melissa, our dog, (my dad named her, and Blue, my fat ass cat who only acknowledges my existence when she wants more kitty food.
What’s your job?: hellraiser??
Piercing?: not yet
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: Guitar, Music, and SOME women
Addictions?: Guitar, Music, and a gewd amount of porno (hee hee)
Do you speak another language?: Spanish, and (sighs) French...unfortunately
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Depends on how the moment is going
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: At times waaaaaay too much
Do you have any secrets?: Who the fuck don't?
Do you hate yourself?: I hate what I let myself get into
Do you like your handwriting?: Uh sure if by handwriting you mean chicken scratch.
Do you have any bad habits?: laziness, procrastination, yet they are foiled by hard work and a modest work ethic (I don't even know wtf that means but it sounds nice)
What's your biggest fear?: failure
Can you sing? define what you mean by sing
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: only infront of my bathroom mirror and roleplaying as Jenna Jameson isn't a big deal...honestly
Are you a loner?: I have a fe friends...by friends I mean like one person so yes.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To save the world
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hmmmm...hot chicks
Are you a daredevil?: As in a blind grown man who thinks he can kick people's asses when in reality he looks like a complete retard coz he's wearin a friekin red suit?...yes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: 7 1/2"..I'll leave it @ dat
Are you passive or aggressive?: eh, I'd like to think a lil' bit o' both
Do you have a journal?: R U retarded?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'm waaaay too fuckin passionate and as a result get into certain emotional traps that REALLY dick me over.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Depends, I barely feel any physical pain, but emotioanl hmmmmmm... I'm a sucker for heartbreak
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: growing balls.
Do you think life has been good so far?: it's the only one i got, so can't complain...too much.
What do you like the most about your body?: my hands, definately, They have soooo many uses.
And least?: uh....7 1/2" (It could be better)
Do you think you are good looking?: Ur askin the wrong guy bub
Are you confident?: eh, It's in ther somewhere I just haven't gotten completely aroudn to finding it.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Han Solo...but I do share Godly characteristics.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Do u KNOW ME!!? I am the definition of wrongly perceived... i mean peeps fuckin think I'm a girl coz of my name, how much more wrongly can ya get?
Do You...
Smoke?: Not as of yet
Do drugs?: NEVER
Read the newspaper?: Los funnies
Pray?: Well, see, I try and there's no response so I've given up.
Go to church?: used to ALOT, but I have no faith so no, not anymore
Talk to strangers who IM you?: No one IM's Me (tear)
Sleep with stuffed animals?: if by stuffed you mean they are taxidermized (if that's a word) then yes. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH GOD YES!!!!!!!!!!
Take walks in the rain?: They're the best
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Reluctantly
Drive?: yup
Like to drive fast?: Nah, nooo intentions of killing meself thank you very much
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? I have a voice? LIAR!
Hurt yourself?: hasn't everyone?
in what way? uh I've done stupid things with swords, hence why I have three and they now collect dust.
Been out of the country?: yeah, nothing great.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: does moose turd count?
Been in love?: Pretty sure, but since there was no reciprocation who knows...
Done drugs?: NEVER
Gone skinny dipping? U dont wanna see how fuckin white I am, the mere gleam from the sun will blind you.
Had a medical emergency? YES!!!!!! I tried to climb over a fence with those..twisty..top..u kno...thingies... and well my right arm was over the top and I lost my footing and the twisy top loged into my armpit...I was 4 and that's just the start...
Had surgery?: Castration? Oh wait no, i meant circumsition?
Ran away from home?: nsh, there's nowhere 2 go where THE MAN!!! won't find you!
Played strip poker?: hmmmm...not that I can remember.
Gotten beaten up?: HELL NO!
Beaten someone up?: Well safely immobilized them...yeh I beat da shit outa em.
Been picked on?: Beyond compare
Been on stage?: It's my calling
Slept outdoors?: Not by choice
Thought about suicide?: I did at a certain point of my existence, but those thoughts are behind me.
Pulled an all nighter?: OOOOOOOh yes
Gone one day without food?: I do now
Talked on the phone all night?: I hate the phone
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: does mommy count?
Slept all day?: yes-o
Killed someone?: uh....no....y waould you ask a silly....of corse not...
Made out with a stranger?: define stranger
Had sex with a stranger?: define sex
Thought you're going crazy?: nope it's the WORLD I TELL YOU!!!
Been betrayed?: WAaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too often
Had a dream that came true?: I've had dreams that I wish came true...
Broken the law?: define broken
Met a famous person?: kinda, i plan on bein famous one day...if fortune shall smile upon me and stop mocking me!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: define have
On purpose?: define on
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/TV?: cable or p[ublic access?
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes and no
Bungee jumped?: not as of yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes, and it was called life.
Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: does Ms. Bucci count?
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: nope
Magic?: nope
God?: nope
Satan?: i believe that there is evil
Santa?: nah never liked the bastard, he was cheap, now i know why
Ghosts?: nope
Luck?: I'm Cuban...we have no luck therefore it doesn't exhist
Love at first sight?: Love is an illusion
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: FUCK YES
Witches?: Nah, just REALLY fucked up peeps
Easter bunny?: nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: despite my nihilistic attitude towards life, yes
Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? I like the marshmellows in Lucky Charms
Do you wish on stars?: nope, when I did it never came true
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: You mean that my soul will enter damnnation? yes
Do you think God has a gender?: there is no God
Do you believe in organized religion?: nope
Where do you think we go when we die?: A Champagne Supernova in the sky
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Buddha?
Who is your best friend?: Buddha
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Buddha
Your favorite inside joke?: Linz's Chewbacca
Thing you're picked on most about?: the list could go on forever...
Who's your longest known friend?: I can't remember, not like there's alot of em
Funniest?: Buddha, i mean look @ the child
Sweetest?: Ben
Closest?: Buddha
weirdest?: myself
Smartest?: Doel
Ditziest?: Ben
Friends you miss being close to the most?: My friends in Port St. Lucy who I haven't seen in 8 years or heard from them or of them
Last person you talked to online?: Buddha
Who do you talk to most online?: Buddha
Who are you on the phone with most?: wtf's a phone?
Who do you trust most?: Buddha, Ben, and Doel
Who listens to your problems?: Buddha
Who would you go to for advice? Buddha but he never has any to give
Who do you fight most with?: I never get into fights
Who's the best singer?: uh...well not Buddha, and CERTAINLY NOT Doel, uh...this could take awhile
Who's on your shit-list?:I have a shit-list?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Buddha
Who's your second family?: I don't have a first
Do you always feel understood?: never
Who's the loudest friend?: eh...I GUESS me
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: mine
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: we'er NEVER in each other's arms, that's how wars get started
Do your friends know you?: I hope so
Friend that lives farthest away: uh...The Underdog Trio?
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: yes
What do you find romantic?: when you can stare into each others eyes and not worry about wtf is going on w/ the world, just knowing you're at home in her eyes
Turn-on?: Eyes, EYes, EYES!!!!
Turn-off?: Arrogance
First kiss?: cough..still waiting...cough
First make out?: cough...awwww fuck it...
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: It would never happen
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: never been on a date
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: eh... loneliness is a friend of mine by now, besides I'd hate to have done to me what girls have done (i.e. TURN FUCKERS DOWN!!!!! DAMN U, U COLD HARTLESS BITCHES!!!)
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? By natural law you are attracted to what you see, it's the first fuckin sense, but I've never gone thru it so w/e.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: That's what I'd like to know
What is best about the opposite sex?: Physically: Eyes and lower body (i.e. ass, legs)
Mentally: the comfort they bring.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They are impossible to understand.
What's the last present someone gave you?: WOW, uh I can't remember, I don't really like presents
Are you in love?: I am, but the girl isn't
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Heeh, nah if she reads this she'll kill me.
You wanted to kill?: hm...I'm a pretty non-violent guy (surprisingly I know like 16 ways to kill peeps)
That you laughed at?: Buddha
You went shopping with?: I went alone
That broke your heart?: I dunno if she knoews she did, but if she reds this she'll know who she is
To disappoint you?: the gir; above's best friend
To ask you out?: Never has happened
To make you cry?: the heartbreaker
To brighten up your day?: the heartbreaker
That you thought about?: the heartbreaker
You saw a movie with?: Myself
You talked to on the phone?: Buddha
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Buddha
You saw?: Ben
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nah, that's a pipe dream
Will it be with your significant other?: thanks for rubbing it in, ASSHOE!!!!
Or some random person?: UGH!!!!
What are you wearing right now?: undershirt, boxers
Body part you're touching right now: i try not to
what are you worried about right now? my lack of love life.
What book are you reading?: grapes Of Wrath, and know I see why hitler wanted to burn books
What's on your mouse pad?: Uh I dunno It's a cheap-o pad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: lonely, down, empty, dissappointed, and hurt
Are you bored?: why else would i fill this out?
Are you tired?: yeah sure
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Again, I HATE THE FUCKING PHONE!!!
Are you listening to music?: when am I not?
Then the shit started to hit the fan. My mom's fighting her condition and is trying to improve, but it's a long and winding road and it's taxing my father's patience. So in order to vent, he comes into my room and finds SOMEthing, ANYthing to argue about. Today it was my recording and my usage of the computer. By now I've grown up and realized that he speaks out of his ass to vent off his stress from work, so I don't take it personally. But stil the results of his rampage remain and they sting.
Then finally to end my day I decided to read a few of my friends LJ's and it REALLY depressed me to know that I mean nothing to anyone, especially a certain some one that has yet to acknowledge certain aspects of my existence.
So as a result I wonder and wonder, why does God enjoy watching people suffer? That's if there is a God, coz I've frankly lost my faith in humanity at this point, and apathy and nihilism are slowly breeding in a gap inside my soul (sounds overly dramatic but it's true). I've been feeling this emptines since the beginning of sophomore year. And it's gone through it's ups and downs but the void remains, it just depends on how attuned I am to sense it's size. So in conclusion I shall find SOMETHING semi-humorous to entertain those that now want to listen to NIN as I do.
crazy long quiz
What is your name?: Rene Alberto Naranjo
Are you named after anyone?: both my grandfathers (family tradition)
What's your screename? ScallionsSpike25
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nooooo Waaay, what u want 'em 2 get da shit beat outa 'em?
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: ask my rents
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Hmm...something quiet like Starchild
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do w/ your name constantly?: Have you tried to spell my last name without looking at it!!!? Or my first name at that, people always think I'm a girl.
you drop your last name if you became famous?: Nahhhh, excenntric names are kewl when one is famous.
Basics
Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: unfortuneately
If not, do you want to be?: can't say that I do
Age? 16
Age you act: 17ish....when peeps aren't looking
Age you wish you were: -3000000, so that way I wouldn't hav ANY worries
Your height: 5'9 1/2
Eye color: brown / hazel, depends on how the light hits it (so I'm told)
Happy with it?: I don't see them
Hair color: Dark brown, soooo dark that it could be considered black, but not enough so that it is't brown
Happy with it?: Hmmmm...I'd have to say yes.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: in a house
Your family: mom, dad, dog, cat
Have any pets?: Lady Melissa, our dog, (my dad named her, and Blue, my fat ass cat who only acknowledges my existence when she wants more kitty food.
What’s your job?: hellraiser??
Piercing?: not yet
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: Guitar, Music, and SOME women
Addictions?: Guitar, Music, and a gewd amount of porno (hee hee)
Do you speak another language?: Spanish, and (sighs) French...unfortunately
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Depends on how the moment is going
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: At times waaaaaay too much
Do you have any secrets?: Who the fuck don't?
Do you hate yourself?: I hate what I let myself get into
Do you like your handwriting?: Uh sure if by handwriting you mean chicken scratch.
Do you have any bad habits?: laziness, procrastination, yet they are foiled by hard work and a modest work ethic (I don't even know wtf that means but it sounds nice)
What's your biggest fear?: failure
Can you sing? define what you mean by sing
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: only infront of my bathroom mirror and roleplaying as Jenna Jameson isn't a big deal...honestly
Are you a loner?: I have a fe friends...by friends I mean like one person so yes.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To save the world
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hmmmm...hot chicks
Are you a daredevil?: As in a blind grown man who thinks he can kick people's asses when in reality he looks like a complete retard coz he's wearin a friekin red suit?...yes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: 7 1/2"..I'll leave it @ dat
Are you passive or aggressive?: eh, I'd like to think a lil' bit o' both
Do you have a journal?: R U retarded?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'm waaaay too fuckin passionate and as a result get into certain emotional traps that REALLY dick me over.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Depends, I barely feel any physical pain, but emotioanl hmmmmmm... I'm a sucker for heartbreak
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: growing balls.
Do you think life has been good so far?: it's the only one i got, so can't complain...too much.
What do you like the most about your body?: my hands, definately, They have soooo many uses.
And least?: uh....7 1/2" (It could be better)
Do you think you are good looking?: Ur askin the wrong guy bub
Are you confident?: eh, It's in ther somewhere I just haven't gotten completely aroudn to finding it.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Han Solo...but I do share Godly characteristics.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Do u KNOW ME!!? I am the definition of wrongly perceived... i mean peeps fuckin think I'm a girl coz of my name, how much more wrongly can ya get?
Do You...
Smoke?: Not as of yet
Do drugs?: NEVER
Read the newspaper?: Los funnies
Pray?: Well, see, I try and there's no response so I've given up.
Go to church?: used to ALOT, but I have no faith so no, not anymore
Talk to strangers who IM you?: No one IM's Me (tear)
Sleep with stuffed animals?: if by stuffed you mean they are taxidermized (if that's a word) then yes. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH GOD YES!!!!!!!!!!
Take walks in the rain?: They're the best
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Reluctantly
Drive?: yup
Like to drive fast?: Nah, nooo intentions of killing meself thank you very much
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? I have a voice? LIAR!
Hurt yourself?: hasn't everyone?
in what way? uh I've done stupid things with swords, hence why I have three and they now collect dust.
Been out of the country?: yeah, nothing great.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: does moose turd count?
Been in love?: Pretty sure, but since there was no reciprocation who knows...
Done drugs?: NEVER
Gone skinny dipping? U dont wanna see how fuckin white I am, the mere gleam from the sun will blind you.
Had a medical emergency? YES!!!!!! I tried to climb over a fence with those..twisty..top..u kno...thingies... and well my right arm was over the top and I lost my footing and the twisy top loged into my armpit...I was 4 and that's just the start...
Had surgery?: Castration? Oh wait no, i meant circumsition?
Ran away from home?: nsh, there's nowhere 2 go where THE MAN!!! won't find you!
Played strip poker?: hmmmm...not that I can remember.
Gotten beaten up?: HELL NO!
Beaten someone up?: Well safely immobilized them...yeh I beat da shit outa em.
Been picked on?: Beyond compare
Been on stage?: It's my calling
Slept outdoors?: Not by choice
Thought about suicide?: I did at a certain point of my existence, but those thoughts are behind me.
Pulled an all nighter?: OOOOOOOh yes
Gone one day without food?: I do now
Talked on the phone all night?: I hate the phone
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: does mommy count?
Slept all day?: yes-o
Killed someone?: uh....no....y waould you ask a silly....of corse not...
Made out with a stranger?: define stranger
Had sex with a stranger?: define sex
Thought you're going crazy?: nope it's the WORLD I TELL YOU!!!
Been betrayed?: WAaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too often
Had a dream that came true?: I've had dreams that I wish came true...
Broken the law?: define broken
Met a famous person?: kinda, i plan on bein famous one day...if fortune shall smile upon me and stop mocking me!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: define have
On purpose?: define on
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/TV?: cable or p[ublic access?
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes and no
Bungee jumped?: not as of yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes, and it was called life.
Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: does Ms. Bucci count?
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: nope
Magic?: nope
God?: nope
Satan?: i believe that there is evil
Santa?: nah never liked the bastard, he was cheap, now i know why
Ghosts?: nope
Luck?: I'm Cuban...we have no luck therefore it doesn't exhist
Love at first sight?: Love is an illusion
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: FUCK YES
Witches?: Nah, just REALLY fucked up peeps
Easter bunny?: nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: despite my nihilistic attitude towards life, yes
Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? I like the marshmellows in Lucky Charms
Do you wish on stars?: nope, when I did it never came true
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: You mean that my soul will enter damnnation? yes
Do you think God has a gender?: there is no God
Do you believe in organized religion?: nope
Where do you think we go when we die?: A Champagne Supernova in the sky
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Buddha?
Who is your best friend?: Buddha
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Buddha
Your favorite inside joke?: Linz's Chewbacca
Thing you're picked on most about?: the list could go on forever...
Who's your longest known friend?: I can't remember, not like there's alot of em
Funniest?: Buddha, i mean look @ the child
Sweetest?: Ben
Closest?: Buddha
weirdest?: myself
Smartest?: Doel
Ditziest?: Ben
Friends you miss being close to the most?: My friends in Port St. Lucy who I haven't seen in 8 years or heard from them or of them
Last person you talked to online?: Buddha
Who do you talk to most online?: Buddha
Who are you on the phone with most?: wtf's a phone?
Who do you trust most?: Buddha, Ben, and Doel
Who listens to your problems?: Buddha
Who would you go to for advice? Buddha but he never has any to give
Who do you fight most with?: I never get into fights
Who's the best singer?: uh...well not Buddha, and CERTAINLY NOT Doel, uh...this could take awhile
Who's on your shit-list?:I have a shit-list?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Buddha
Who's your second family?: I don't have a first
Do you always feel understood?: never
Who's the loudest friend?: eh...I GUESS me
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: mine
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: we'er NEVER in each other's arms, that's how wars get started
Do your friends know you?: I hope so
Friend that lives farthest away: uh...The Underdog Trio?
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: yes
What do you find romantic?: when you can stare into each others eyes and not worry about wtf is going on w/ the world, just knowing you're at home in her eyes
Turn-on?: Eyes, EYes, EYES!!!!
Turn-off?: Arrogance
First kiss?: cough..still waiting...cough
First make out?: cough...awwww fuck it...
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: It would never happen
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: never been on a date
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: eh... loneliness is a friend of mine by now, besides I'd hate to have done to me what girls have done (i.e. TURN FUCKERS DOWN!!!!! DAMN U, U COLD HARTLESS BITCHES!!!)
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? By natural law you are attracted to what you see, it's the first fuckin sense, but I've never gone thru it so w/e.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: That's what I'd like to know
What is best about the opposite sex?: Physically: Eyes and lower body (i.e. ass, legs)
Mentally: the comfort they bring.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They are impossible to understand.
What's the last present someone gave you?: WOW, uh I can't remember, I don't really like presents
Are you in love?: I am, but the girl isn't
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Heeh, nah if she reads this she'll kill me.
You wanted to kill?: hm...I'm a pretty non-violent guy (surprisingly I know like 16 ways to kill peeps)
That you laughed at?: Buddha
You went shopping with?: I went alone
That broke your heart?: I dunno if she knoews she did, but if she reds this she'll know who she is
To disappoint you?: the gir; above's best friend
To ask you out?: Never has happened
To make you cry?: the heartbreaker
To brighten up your day?: the heartbreaker
That you thought about?: the heartbreaker
You saw a movie with?: Myself
You talked to on the phone?: Buddha
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Buddha
You saw?: Ben
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nah, that's a pipe dream
Will it be with your significant other?: thanks for rubbing it in, ASSHOE!!!!
Or some random person?: UGH!!!!
What are you wearing right now?: undershirt, boxers
Body part you're touching right now: i try not to
what are you worried about right now? my lack of love life.
What book are you reading?: grapes Of Wrath, and know I see why hitler wanted to burn books
What's on your mouse pad?: Uh I dunno It's a cheap-o pad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: lonely, down, empty, dissappointed, and hurt
Are you bored?: why else would i fill this out?
Are you tired?: yeah sure
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Again, I HATE THE FUCKING PHONE!!!
Are you listening to music?: when am I not?