I have to vent about band.
So guess what my fesitval grade was? yeah a D. I know I messed up and all but she should know I get nervous, I mean c'mon I'm not Lauren when it comes to Oboe. Plus I have no one to blend in to so I'm at a disadvantage to all the people that suck and can blend in. I really don't think it's fair, it made my whole day go pissy. I'm sorry you can tell my mistakes and not others, and I'm sorry I care more than other people and they still get a higher grade. I'm quitting after marching band for sure, find yourself another oboe.
OH FUCK IT ALL.
OH FUCK IT ALL.