yeah......
yeah so who knows anymore my life feels as if it has ust fallen apart right in front of me.. everyhting i had and loved just seems as if its fading and moving away with out me. things never do go as u expect and that i understand but i mean damn is it always that the nice guys have to finish last?? i really dont think im that bad of a guy i seem to bend over backwards for ppl and its just more that i get fucked in the end. and ppl tell me i shouldnt change but damn it i feel maybe if i was as heartless as everyone else i might not get hurt so often. but who the hell knows anymore........ill keep u posted