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Aug 31, 2005 23:51

Now with my last actual post, I received quite a few comments. One person on there was extremely negative (or so they claimed to be). One person asked if I'm just waiting to die. There's a lot of questions. Just look at the comments ( Read more... )

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grandpastyle13 September 4 2005, 12:18:01 UTC
Hmm... Good question and I have an "actual answer" for you. LoL.

Ok, yes, things get under my skin. I AM human after all. Things DO in fact bug me. The one thing that pisses me off and annoys me the most is lying. I don't see any point in it, ever. No matter the reason. I mean, yes, I've lied before. I sometimes still do.

But...

With my meditation and reflecting, I've come to realize that it's okay to lie. It's okay to do ANYTHING bad. Just as long as you're AWARE that you do it and are strong enough to admit that you do. So when you ask if things bug me... The answer is yes. Absolutely. Even tiny stupid things that don't really matter in any way. The key to it, however, is stepping outside of yourself. Seeing yourself as another person would see you. Learning to accept that everything about you is perfect, just because you're so flawed. Yes, things annoy me, but the difference between me and another person is that I'll catch myself being annoyed and not allow it. Sometimes I can't control how upset I get, I'll scream at the person or argue or something stupid, no matter how ignorant or pointless I KNOW it is. But, that's the beauty of it. You can't control it. You're being YOU. And as far as I'm concerned, there's nothing wrong with that.

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fever_v81 September 4 2005, 19:21:31 UTC
:) Okay, glad to here you are human.

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grandpastyle13 September 4 2005, 23:08:38 UTC
Heh... that gave me a good laugh. Why wouldn't I be human?

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