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Well today I went home with Heather and we went tanning
Then she dropped me off at Toms and I got my haircut
I called Tom and talked to him about the profile thing.
He was being a dick, so I went to his house.
When I got there we started talking and he was being like assholey-ish
and then I hugged him and Omg ..It felt so good to be held by him.
I told him I love him over and over again .. it was as if I couldnt say it enough
He will never understand it.
I talked to him about everything and I told him I want this bullshit to stop
He was being really sweet and he told me he didnt want to be mean to me anymore.
I had to leave because Heather had to go home.
So we stopped at Jays after and I saw Ryan
He came up to my door and talked to me for a little bit
and then I saw Jesse and Vinny and I got out to talk to him
Rye picked me up like a maniac ..lol and was going to throw me away, but I accidently hurt his hand.
So I was going to go back and hang out with him b.c he asked me to, but they were gone by the time we got back.
Anyways, So I want all of this drama and fighting to end so If she takes the corny shit out her pro and drops it, I will too.
Anyway I am going to block Tom from my buddylist and shit so I dont have any reason to think about him or call him or get upset anymore and I know within two weeks I should be okay.
No one understands how good it felt to hug him .. it was like nothing was wrong and we were together again.
Thats what i pictured in my head.
I kissed his cheek a couple of times b.c I feel like I never know when my last goodbye will be with him.
I love him so much.
It broke my heart to know he is with someone else
and hates me now.
It really makes me want to die.
I never knew love was like this.
So this is hopefully the end of fighting and maybe we can be friends or at least friendly to eachother.
I love you Thomas J. Forever .. I promise I will love you until the day I die.
To_M_as
12.9.04
Well we left and I went home and talked to Brian a little while he was at work and then Heather came back and we tried to go to get her car washed but they were all closed .. so we hung out with Anthony for a little bit and then she dropped me off b.c she had to go help Phil with something.
Well I am tired.
Going to bed.
If you love me
Call me tonight.
love,Peace and chicken grease.
Corny. Ha.
Then she dropped me off at Toms and I got my haircut
I called Tom and talked to him about the profile thing.
He was being a dick, so I went to his house.
When I got there we started talking and he was being like assholey-ish
and then I hugged him and Omg ..It felt so good to be held by him.
I told him I love him over and over again .. it was as if I couldnt say it enough
He will never understand it.
I talked to him about everything and I told him I want this bullshit to stop
He was being really sweet and he told me he didnt want to be mean to me anymore.
I had to leave because Heather had to go home.
So we stopped at Jays after and I saw Ryan
He came up to my door and talked to me for a little bit
and then I saw Jesse and Vinny and I got out to talk to him
Rye picked me up like a maniac ..lol and was going to throw me away, but I accidently hurt his hand.
So I was going to go back and hang out with him b.c he asked me to, but they were gone by the time we got back.
Anyways, So I want all of this drama and fighting to end so If she takes the corny shit out her pro and drops it, I will too.
Anyway I am going to block Tom from my buddylist and shit so I dont have any reason to think about him or call him or get upset anymore and I know within two weeks I should be okay.
No one understands how good it felt to hug him .. it was like nothing was wrong and we were together again.
Thats what i pictured in my head.
I kissed his cheek a couple of times b.c I feel like I never know when my last goodbye will be with him.
I love him so much.
It broke my heart to know he is with someone else
and hates me now.
It really makes me want to die.
I never knew love was like this.
So this is hopefully the end of fighting and maybe we can be friends or at least friendly to eachother.
I love you Thomas J. Forever .. I promise I will love you until the day I die.
To_M_as
12.9.04
Well we left and I went home and talked to Brian a little while he was at work and then Heather came back and we tried to go to get her car washed but they were all closed .. so we hung out with Anthony for a little bit and then she dropped me off b.c she had to go help Phil with something.
Well I am tired.
Going to bed.
If you love me
Call me tonight.
love,Peace and chicken grease.
Corny. Ha.