now i know what its like to be alone

[grandpasarehot]

well I talked to Tom last night ...
I love him so much its grosse.
I want to be with him forever..
but forever was shorter than i expected.
I love love love him.
I hope we get back together
but i hope he doesnt mess up anymore ..
i wont be able to handle it and it may just mess everything up ..
for us forever.

i dont understand why he hasnt said "I just want to be with you"
i miss that more than anything ..
hopefully he calls tonight..

<3.. broken heart.