so deep that i didnt even bleed

[grandpasarehot]

well yesterday was a bad day of course .. but i went to aleesha's and then tom called <3 .. him and aleesha have been fighting a lot lately, but i understand why .. she wants to keep me from getting hurt and he thinks she should stay out of it .. but she's my best friend and i cant control what she says or does .. i wold do the same to kyle too.. but anyway .. Me,Heather,Ali,Aleesha,cassie, and big chris went to the mallto get heather stuff for florida,but me and aleesha went to americaneagle and bought slides ..they are soooo cute .. i paid for half of mine and aleesha payed the rest (i love her berry much).. then we webnt to see karen and she gave us cool chapstick but i gave mine to aleesha becasue it was cupcake and she is a cupcake.. so then we went to claires and saw kristin and then to the food court where we saw mike and jay and then we went home. Ron picked us up and we went to Jarrads,but he was gong to band practiceso then we went to fourth and tom went in the house ...so i ran up to his wndow and was "spying" and i saw his nakey hiney b.c he just got out of the shower and then he caught me running back to rons car ..lol .. but then he came outside and i flipped out on mikey b.c he was trying to be sneaky and handed tom a black and instead of being normal he tried to play it off like so i wouldnt know .. so i left and then tom came here and we talked for a little bit and hung out and it was really nice to be with just him .. but then he called for his ride a 1:00 and he automatically left for his friends, but i didnt care about that .. i just dont believe that he wont smoke .. and i just dont trust him .. not like i should care b.c we arent together but i do and i always will .. so w.e
he told me he would call me as soon as he got to jarrads and of course he never did ..so i am just waiting to see why he couldnt pick up the phone for two minutes to call...

i dont know what i am f-ing doing tonight ... call me up